August 2010
messyyy night
yeah it was pretty lush. lots of people out, which is good. socialising is fun. especially when your drunk :D yeahhh. lovely music, lovely people, lovely life. although i am now in an even worse position and i dunnnnnoooooooo what to do. arghhhhhhhhh, haha im such a bad person.
HI
hi i really just want to wear high heels everywhere and with every outfit. just like to go shopping in or i dunno. like they do in hollywoooood. lets all do it like they do it in hollywooooood! high heels please.
i hope you realise you've fucked everything up
idiot
so i have to do three today.
this nearly over thank god… taken me well over a month thooo.
day 26 - what you think about your friends
in all honest, even my opinion changes frequently. BUT. i love them, and you we’re friends like how we are, you would love them tooo. no-one really understands as a 6 what we’ve been through so you would probably think we are all perfect friends that we have fun 24/7. only...
nighty night
my body feels pure tired and that, but my eyes and brain say im not. im even yawning. im so confused! btw. you make me fucking flip i swear. i cannot be dealing with this again. soooo cya :) and goodnight tumblers
i know its nothing, but it means everything
ooops
fine results werent as bad as i thought
results
okay so this is the earliest ive been up for the past three months. and why? for results i dont even want. i will not get what i want to get, i know i will fail. so whats the point in going to get them? noooooooooooooooone. so now im up to early. in a bad mood and will probably be in an even worse mood when i return home yay. fml.
i cannot handle this no more
day 25
what would you find in my bag? you will find my telephone my ipod headphone my purse my keys hairspray sometimes make up lighter sometimes cigerettes a bottle of dr pepper make up wipes pens. not toooooooooooo sure what else. depends where im goinnn really
day 23
something which i crave?
-orange juice
-my phone
-my friends
-being out of my house
-you. on the odd occassion
suprisingly after all this time. i still dont crave a cigerette. only do it when i want to, even if that is more then some people. but im not addicted. it weird.
day 22
what makes me different from everyobody else??
nothing. nothing makes me different. im the same as everyone else.
ps. i want it to rain
weekend
who needs v festival! actually, ive had a good weekend :) i love my friends. and this week should be lush. bar tuesday, we get our gcse results tuesday…. no thank youuuuuuuuuu.
ps i miss you come home
